荒廢了这里那么久
因为天气过热
夜里辗转难眠
所以决定回来 抒发一下
距离上一篇文已有九个月了吧
从英国回来也有七八个月
时间的巨轮转得真快
那一段不可思议的旅程
仿佛结束于昨天
第一年的懵懂无知
第二年的如鱼得水
第三年的厌恶疲惫
而现在的回忆, 藏的.. 是那段岁月的疯狂
面对陌生的测验, 竟然用一个星期的时间准备
为完成5000 字的论文, 竟胡乱地捡字拼凑
为了省那区区的0.7 p, 竟从家里步行四十五分钟到asda, 而且在阴晴不定的秋天里
为了吃锅贴, 自己杆皮弄馅
为了hawaiian chicken pizza, 就真的弄起pizza 来
....
许许多多的回忆, 伴着孙燕姿的和平.... 让我回到那段时光
可是.. 我 回来了
感觉不踏实...
那段岁月不踏实
我从那得到了什么? 实践了什么?
它在我身上烙印了什么?
为什么我沒长世界观
为什么我还是那么地不成熟
为什么我的脑袋还是那么愚钝
为什么我的抗压性还是那么地低......
后悔吗?
沒趁那段难得的机会
规划我的未来?
遗憾吗?
没在那段岁月
干些轰轰烈烈的事儿?
是的,
我是没从那里得到认同
我没有办法变成谁
我还是那个我
但是
那带有小挫折的过去
对我而言 是美好的
我经历意料之外的事
很不可思议
但却很快乐
感谢爸妈
给了我机会
体验一段奇妙的旅程
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welcome back lol...
u r fast.
how do u know i post a new post a? hahah
cos im subscribed to ur blog loh hahaha..
wow, i tot my subscriber is claire leh, rupa rupanya tht is u a, thanks for peng chang.
but do u hv blog?
didn i tell u b4? got, but even worse than u, nvr update hahahaha. so can consider no also
hey, i got subscribe too... thats why u in my link k?
welcome back to the blog world. I finally see ur writing. all of u guys have been deserted ur blogs, my godness. Me too, too observe in study, got nothing to update about.
yeane - dun say u learn nothing from UK, at least u noe how to earn money, and take care urself. I see ur struggling, and that's wat make ur life so beautiful. U face it bravely, fight it bravely, bear with it bravely, this was a beautiful war, and i do hope i will see u in that spirit again.
Bravo girl, and welcome back ^^
if only there's such a thing as a Pensieve, just pull threads of thoughts out then i'm sure we won't be too lazy to blog at all hahaha
no lar, sometimes i think my life way too boring nothing to blog about
even so, with a pensieve it'll still seem interestin lol..
wah. i also blog back but my blog few words de... not so long de
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